make yourself indispensable for the one who uses you

Ok…It feels much weird to write on something or anything at this odd hour…its almost 2 a.m….but I just feel like scribbling down that is running through my mind rite now….i dnt know whether it will work as a token of my irritation or just stand as a testimony of the present hour in the future…bt yes I feel like writing and therefore I will write it……the radio plays…….”Woman” and I am enjoying every single bit of it……..

This time I have pledged not to write on anything that hurts me….rather I want to give a bang on answer to everything that hurts me and that bothers me…..i know writing this wnt stop me from bothering any more or any less…….bt simply..i will scribble down because I feel like writing just at this moment ….and I know I will write this whole thng on an equally stubborn and stern note….. yes, consciously enough……

Look….if you think some one is using u……only make it a point to make urself indispensable fr thm throughout their life……..none of the bastards hav ever been happy and therefore they wnt make u either…..they are a bunch of problem roaming around and making the whole situation worse fr one and all….and u r no exception……

If they want to walk over you….make yourself their “feet”……….where you make them walk and make them stop…..where if u r injured, your amputation makes them not only feel, but truly handicap…..

If they want to hold u back…make yourself “water”…..so that u dnt stand bt ur flowing away definitely makes it a point to make them feel…that something is flowing, moving away….bt at the end of the day whn thy complain abt your not being wth them….ask them to feel their wet hands……..u cn no way better teach them a lesson……for their lies and meaningless craps….this cn possibly b the correct and well deserved answer and a slap on their face……

If they want to feel u……..make yourself their senses…..…. they are then just a “null” without u…..just an “object” as they made u feel and as they have treated u……….

I know every person reading this mite consider me unsound…….but…..who cares man……no point bothering on tags frm ppl who really dnt know their existence as a “human” …..……

Bt at the end I wld like to say…. anybody…who thnk this to b a possibly right answer to all the tantrums fr their ever-more nagging “companies”….let me tell u that at the end of the day…u will have to struggle harder to prove yourself in any of the above possible way…so better remain to them as u r……and keep on giving into their tantrums……coz at the end of th day……they are too insensitive to feel even this change…..

And always remember……its nt that the nxt will b better……they all wl b the same…..coz they are rightly termed “insensitive” …….they wll cntnue to b the same….bt if ever u feel tired….just “FUCK THEM OFF” to get ur sanity revived….

BUT………..

If they at all care fr u and love u…..which is rare bt possible……love them and care fr them the most…..that will definitely give u more satisfaction than anything else….

"Compare"isons

Places r neither bad nor good........ppl arnd make it so....compare was once a place we cldnt think our life without...but today we want our life to move on without being a part of it...

no. no.......i just wrote these lines....dnt know xactly y.....may b because after everything, we cannot just really forget days spent at "compare" (irrespective of all that started being bad and getting worse)... and end of being "colleagues" as every old face moving past........ :-)

This journey has been quite a significant one in my life...started on april 9th, 2007, and i was all so ga-ga and could boast about the fact that i go to work in a place that is full of young souls and like minded people.

Started this journey in a state transport bus...(but...journey to compare just not stop here for me...it has lot more to say, but in the next post may b.. :-)] ...and yes it was the first day that my sandal's strap gave way as soon as i got down from the bus...all perplexed and at a loss.....managed a cobbler and got the sandal mend and then entered the office 15 minutes late than the stipulated time...thank god and luckily...administration didnt really notice that because till then i didnt get my log in i.d...so the day was managed pretty well...so, the journey started 15 minutes late.....and had so much in store.....

All new faces, some known though..as they were from Jadavpur university. But what impressed me most and made me happy was that none of them i saw was sitting gloomy......very jovial and all laughing and sharing talks....no idea what the talks were all about...but soon got the idea as i also became an active member of the "lets take a break and talk and gosssip "...needless to say girls outnumbered the boys in this job, at the same time it would be wise to mention number of female employees outnumbered the male employees here in this organization.......so there you get the hint...yes here in this office everyone was so friendly and interested in everything that everyone participated in everything together....cursed everything together...laughed at evrything together and yes "sulked" at times nevertheless. no one was really ina state as to not know wat the other person in the office is doing , in every sense.....yes.....and believe me it was fun and every one was so open about their being that it made this work place really a delight to be...........................

Being a member of a team, learning the trade and offcourse..the tricks.....knowing the people around....yes, i repeat, it was "Fun", it was all about feeling good.....it was all about being happy.. yes...... together.

But as it is said........bad times are never for ever..........in this context it can well be said...neither are good times forever........yes, things had to change...it started changing and it changed......good that things change......change brings in a new beginning..................but sadly, i dnt thing the changes that this company went through and is going through can be appreciated much.......(and i think people whoever can relate to this write up thinks in the same way).

i repeat with a modification..........."compare was once a place we cldnt (didnt wanted to) think our life without...but today we want our life to move on (completely) without being a part of it..."................